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I am pretty confused lately and I believe I'm at a crossroads in life.
My job has treated me well and I like it there; I want more. I want to say that I'm more than a manager at a resale shop, and I'm not even the store manager, I'm the second-in-command type deal.
I want an MBA; for those of you who don't know, that's a Masters of Business Administration. Where would an MBA take me? I'm not sure. Would I join the corporate world and prove that tattooed stretched- eared gay men can make it in business? Would I be a hypocrite by working for a big corporation? (Not one that had beliefs that I'm against, at least) Would I do absolutely fucking nothing with it? Possibly.
I just want more. I am not satisfied with my status. I am a single gay male with a fun job that pays...eh...ok...in a field that doesn't have anything to do with his college degree.
I do not feel very successful and I am not having much fun, and I am lonely and want a dude to hang out with at least twice a week and possibly cuddle with if need be.
Going back to school would set me back a pretty penny, and I'm not sure what I'd do about work since my schedule is super fucking tight with not all that much room to budge.
For a minute I considered a program we have at work to train you for store management, but you have to live in Arizona for a while and then move where the company wants you to; this seemed like a good option because I really don't know where I want to go; but I feel unsettled about the whole thing.
What do I do know I want?
fun, including dancing, dancing, and more dancing
motivation
better physical appearance
hand tattoos (I know, I know)
success- How do you measure that?
a better place to live
some kind of dude relationship somewhere down the line
creativity
to be in a pop group.
a better fucking sleep schedule. haha
I need to eat better, too.
Good night.
My job has treated me well and I like it there; I want more. I want to say that I'm more than a manager at a resale shop, and I'm not even the store manager, I'm the second-in-command type deal.
I want an MBA; for those of you who don't know, that's a Masters of Business Administration. Where would an MBA take me? I'm not sure. Would I join the corporate world and prove that tattooed stretched- eared gay men can make it in business? Would I be a hypocrite by working for a big corporation? (Not one that had beliefs that I'm against, at least) Would I do absolutely fucking nothing with it? Possibly.
I just want more. I am not satisfied with my status. I am a single gay male with a fun job that pays...eh...ok...in a field that doesn't have anything to do with his college degree.
I do not feel very successful and I am not having much fun, and I am lonely and want a dude to hang out with at least twice a week and possibly cuddle with if need be.
Going back to school would set me back a pretty penny, and I'm not sure what I'd do about work since my schedule is super fucking tight with not all that much room to budge.
For a minute I considered a program we have at work to train you for store management, but you have to live in Arizona for a while and then move where the company wants you to; this seemed like a good option because I really don't know where I want to go; but I feel unsettled about the whole thing.
What do I do know I want?
fun, including dancing, dancing, and more dancing
motivation
better physical appearance
hand tattoos (I know, I know)
success- How do you measure that?
a better place to live
some kind of dude relationship somewhere down the line
creativity
to be in a pop group.
a better fucking sleep schedule. haha
I need to eat better, too.
Good night.