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Dec 07, 2007 03:14

I will be celebrating my grandpa's 80th birthday tonight.
I know that time here on Earth with him is slowly ticking away.
It makes the specialness (for lack of a better word) of life, so amplified.
He is so (so so so) dear to me. Honest to God the most loving and
giving man I have EVER known. I am so blessed to even know him,
let alone to be his granddaughter.
I am so proud to be his granddaughter and i beam just being around him.
its 3:14 am and I just finished homework.
I am finally feeling a bit of peace about school.
I have worked hard to get where I am at.
I can't believe my first semester of college is almost completed.
I have made so many good friends here.
It may have taken awhile, but i truly do appreciate my roommate
and I really love her. We were a great match.
I have helped her so much and she has helped me.
In completely different ways, but nonetheless i think it was
God's intention for us to be dorm-mates.
plus shes probably one of the only people in this college
(girl wise) who can enjoy the music I put on.
I get weird looks from the rest haha.

I have new goals.
I may want fun, want friends, I want so many things
but I need joy.
and I have found it and I know I really can keep it in every situation thrown my way.
It's tough because of things that constantly surround me and the very body I live in
but it is possible.

Oh and I am going to Argentina in May with 10 other CBU students to lead an arts festival
and I am so excited right now I can't contain it.
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