Sep 10, 2004 00:37
i don't write in this ever.
but i wanted to make a last entry in case anyone from the past ever checks this.
i lost my godmother tonight.
i love her dearly.
this is the second death in the last month or 2 for me.
so many people get all of this guilt and so many regrets when someone passes.
i don't want anyone to feel like that when i pass.
not saying that i'm so great that people would-but just in case.
i have no beef with ANYONE.
i love you all more than you can possibly imagine.
even those who have hurt me-i love you. so much.
i would love to tell some of you this to your face, but you won't have it. it hurts like hell, but i still love you.
God bless you all.
xo<3