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[my_bluemoon]

i woke up with this pit of doubt in my stomach.
i don't know how to make it go away.
damnit
ryan did help though.
with what happened last night.
he said that she deserved to know what was going on.
and to know what kind of guy he really is.
and i agree.
i just don't want to make him hate me.
but sometimes guys just don't undersatnd these things.
they hide shit for their guy friends(i.e.-cheating and shit).
with girls, if we find out someone is doing a girl wrong-even if we're not friends with her-we'll tell her(well most of the time)-if we think she needs to know.
i dunno.
whatever.

i'm gonna eat and clean the bug's room.

later.