nat said i looked like i was on my death bed. i felt like it.
i'm feeling super shitty right now.
i kept waking up last night.
i just could not get comfortable.
had weird dreams too.
in one of them ryan was turning into an asian or something.
the guys in his band gave him this medallion because they wanted him to turn.
so i took it and ran.
and then this old man helped me get away, but ryan got in the truck too- so, i could try and explain what i knew and to tell him he looked better as a white boy. haha. i'm not sure if i was able to get rid of it or not. but yeah. it was odd. very odd.
i need a tranquilizer. my throat in hurting so bad, but i see no spots-yet.
i have a slight fever. and everything hurts.
my mom is at work. damnit.
so, nat might bring me some soup later. i hope so. i'm pretty freaking hungry.
i really wish i had a friend like me right now.
to take care of me.
when i was 9 my best friend was sick(just a flu) and i took care of her from about 8 or 9 a.m. till about 5 p.m. when her mom got home from work. i did this for 8 days.
i think that along with some other stuff i've done for friends would qualify me to be a good friend. but a lot of people must think differently. whateva.
shit!askjakbsklgnldk i can't explain how hard it is to be this sick with a 3 year old to take care of.
and i keep wanting to clean, but i just can't.
<*/whine*>
i kept waking up last night.
i just could not get comfortable.
had weird dreams too.
in one of them ryan was turning into an asian or something.
the guys in his band gave him this medallion because they wanted him to turn.
so i took it and ran.
and then this old man helped me get away, but ryan got in the truck too- so, i could try and explain what i knew and to tell him he looked better as a white boy. haha. i'm not sure if i was able to get rid of it or not. but yeah. it was odd. very odd.
i need a tranquilizer. my throat in hurting so bad, but i see no spots-yet.
i have a slight fever. and everything hurts.
my mom is at work. damnit.
so, nat might bring me some soup later. i hope so. i'm pretty freaking hungry.
i really wish i had a friend like me right now.
to take care of me.
when i was 9 my best friend was sick(just a flu) and i took care of her from about 8 or 9 a.m. till about 5 p.m. when her mom got home from work. i did this for 8 days.
i think that along with some other stuff i've done for friends would qualify me to be a good friend. but a lot of people must think differently. whateva.
shit!askjakbsklgnldk i can't explain how hard it is to be this sick with a 3 year old to take care of.
and i keep wanting to clean, but i just can't.
<*/whine*>