Not getting any better

[my_best_side]

I don't really know how long it would take to get over and to at least walk around with a smile on my face again. Everyone in the office keeps asking, "Whats wrong?". Normally I'd spill my heart, but I'm just not in the mood to talk or deal with things right now. I keep thinking he's just on a trip somewhere and he'll come home and things will be good again. The reality has to set in soon. I wish I could just skip over it.

I hate being lonely. I hate being cliche and spilling my heart to my lj.

- V