enlightenment

Oct 19, 2005 19:58

Did you ever stop to think that everything needs to fall apart at least once so everything makes sense again? I don't think everything has to, but in my life everything has fallen apart at least once before I get to learn even more lessons, and you know, I am okay with the way things go everyone has to learn somehow. I think after so much falling apart something good comes out of it eventually.

Im trying to think if things are happening the way they have been lately as a sign... but I cant quite grasp if it is a sign or not.

For some reason Central was clear in my head last night, but when I visited Western I thought I might want to go there, but I still have quite sometime to decide. My ACT retake is this weekend and if I get a way better score that will be awesome if it is way better i can FULLY apply to State, and if I get in... I can go there :), but that is mearly a dream I only wish to accomplish.

So here is an idea I am going to do some shout outs to the friends on my list :)

Jenna- Class has been great with you :) who ever htought after gym we would have classes together again? Well I like it :)

Lauren- I miss you in pyschology :( I hope you enjoy your pulpy orange juice :)

Roopa- I missed tennis with you this year, you were one of my favorites :) the time off was nice, but it is kind of sad how I didnt get a full 4 years in :(

Andrea- yeah wy to comment

Elliot- wish me luck on my ACT :)...again. See you around school.

Chris- I am glad things appear to be going well for you, you are in my prayers regularly, and I hope you just know your dad is watching down on you now.

Steph- Welcome to my journal :)

Butthole- Glad we can talk again I missed you :( and ill miss you when we go off to college

Amanda P.- yeah you wont say anything

Carri- I missed you A LOT!

Niki- Hi :D see you in Pre Calc

Keri- I LOVE You :D or... Olive you ;)

Raeanne- When you see this... I hope everything goes okay sorry to freak out on you today, but its stressful, things lately that is putting aside the stupidity of Cara.

Amanda S.- Dont you wish we were still in my backyard or yours playing make believe and swinging on the swings and riding our bikes...

Pooja- What is up with not commenting since we have been added?

Matt- yeah I dont thin kyou get on much....

Brandon- You know!!!!! I Love You SO SO SO much!!!!! :D een if your advice is hard to take in sometimes... ive gotten better have I not?

Katrina- yeah like you will ever see this

Amy- your not on my friends list but IF you just so happen to see this I know you LOVED watching me run into the damn door today I have to admit is was pretty effing hilarious :D
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My room smells like Fazoli bread sticks, YUCK!

Yeah so life has its downs lately but we all get through it and the end is always happy:)
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