i hate you arizona....

[my_baby_honey]

ok- so maybe i am totally bipolar- but i hate arizona once again. yes- or maybe just some of the people here. murder. seriously. everyone is soooooo fucking uptight about going places for fear someone they hate is going to be there. PHOENIX(and the rest of the metropolitan area): please take the sticks out your residents' asses so that they can stop being retards and have fun their friends who are only in town for a few days....i fucking beg of you! but alas- this will not happen...very petty. (here is the part where i toot my own horn) ------i am sooooo fucking laid back- it is beyond me. i am always down for whatever- lifes a bitch and then you die- so why waste energy being hostile----yes, i know those of you who know me may know that i can have a sharp tongue- but there is a time and a place. I feel like a cancer kid who got rejected from the make a wish foundation. yes- there will be no disneyland for me---SORRY MICKEY, we can't get drunk and fuck while Minny is working the night shift. and lord knows i HATE disneyland---but if i had money, and a friend in town who i hardly ever see- i would make that trek to the happiest place on earth with a fucking smile on my pasty-ass face, because I am just that kind of friend. FUCK. granted--that was all a metaphorical tirade. but i am sure some of you caught my drift.

last night was FUN. bygones were bygones----though i had no beef with anyone when i fled the desert- i still felt like any badness that could have been in the air was gone. good conversation, cheap drinks, fun times.

i hope and pray tonight slightly resembles last night---i would be satisfied beyond belief. i am sure it will suck though.

i would like to thank those of you who are trying to crush my spirit with a toast this evening.

AND REMEMBER- life is not all flowers and sausages. whatever that means