I have a hero.
Yeah.
His name is Keith Janis.
You wanna know why he's my hero?
Because he is my bestest friend in the whole wide world.
And he understands.
Even when he's upset he can still smile and laugh like nothing is wrong..
And all I can ever do is cry.
I know what your saying.
Heather...what..she cries?
HEATHER HAS AN EMOTION BESIDES HATE!! OMG!
I do.
Keith brought it out in me.
Before I met Keith I thought crying was just showing someone your vonurable.
But he showed me that its okay to be upset and cry.
You shouldn't bottle up your emotions just because your afraid to be vonurable.
Yes..Keith made me cry.
But it was my fault because I broke up with him so that he could be happy and me be miserable.
As long as he is happy.
He is my hero because:
When I am weak, he is strong.
When I need a shoulder to cry on, his is vacant.
When I need someone to talk to, he answers the phone.
When I need someone in general, he rushes right over just to comfort me.
He is my rock, even though is is unstable himself.
He is my Keith, even if hes with another girl.
He is my best friend, even if we stop talking for a while.
And even though we broke up.
I still love the hell out of him.
And no one can tell me I don't.
If I broke up with him so he could be happy..and me miserable.
Then thats love.
I love Mr. Keith Janis.
Even if some day he stops loving me.
He's fufilled every fantasy and fairy tale I ever thought up or read about.
I know I talk about him a lot.
But thats what happens when you fall in love.
Hes the only thing on your mind when you wake up..
And until you fall sleep.
And even when your asleep hes always there.
In your dreams.
Tomorrow will it change
Or it will stay the same?
Sometimes I wonder if we'll get back together.
Theres too many memories for me to even forget.
THIS SUCKS
I wish there was something to help me.
Really. Not even a hug could do that.
And Quinn is back.
So..I'm gonna get shoved aside as his best friend too.
I can feel it.
Thats alright.
I'll pick up and move on as always.
It's never going to happen now.
It was almost like a mistake.
I always knew it would.
I just didnt know how long it would take...
I know..I'm being greedy.
I'm being vein.
But I just dont care anymore.
Cause it's driving me insane.
Somebody rip my heart out and leave me here to bleed.
His name is Keith Janis.
You wanna know why he's my hero?
Because he is my bestest friend in the whole wide world.
And he understands.
Even when he's upset he can still smile and laugh like nothing is wrong..
And all I can ever do is cry.
I know what your saying.
Heather...what..she cries?
HEATHER HAS AN EMOTION BESIDES HATE!! OMG!
I do.
Keith brought it out in me.
Before I met Keith I thought crying was just showing someone your vonurable.
But he showed me that its okay to be upset and cry.
You shouldn't bottle up your emotions just because your afraid to be vonurable.
Yes..Keith made me cry.
But it was my fault because I broke up with him so that he could be happy and me be miserable.
As long as he is happy.
He is my hero because:
When I am weak, he is strong.
When I need a shoulder to cry on, his is vacant.
When I need someone to talk to, he answers the phone.
When I need someone in general, he rushes right over just to comfort me.
He is my rock, even though is is unstable himself.
He is my Keith, even if hes with another girl.
He is my best friend, even if we stop talking for a while.
And even though we broke up.
I still love the hell out of him.
And no one can tell me I don't.
If I broke up with him so he could be happy..and me miserable.
Then thats love.
I love Mr. Keith Janis.
Even if some day he stops loving me.
He's fufilled every fantasy and fairy tale I ever thought up or read about.
I know I talk about him a lot.
But thats what happens when you fall in love.
Hes the only thing on your mind when you wake up..
And until you fall sleep.
And even when your asleep hes always there.
In your dreams.
Tomorrow will it change
Or it will stay the same?
Sometimes I wonder if we'll get back together.
Theres too many memories for me to even forget.
THIS SUCKS
I wish there was something to help me.
Really. Not even a hug could do that.
And Quinn is back.
So..I'm gonna get shoved aside as his best friend too.
I can feel it.
Thats alright.
I'll pick up and move on as always.
It's never going to happen now.
It was almost like a mistake.
I always knew it would.
I just didnt know how long it would take...
I know..I'm being greedy.
I'm being vein.
But I just dont care anymore.
Cause it's driving me insane.
Somebody rip my heart out and leave me here to bleed.