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I think I've changed a lot over the past year. The main one being that I used to like being alone. Like just in general I could enjoy my time if I was just by myself. But spending the year at school with people all around all the time was a big wake-up call. I mean, at first I didn't like it all the much, but in a short time I came to see that it was awesome. There was always something to do, always someone up, always fun shit to do.
I mean I did a lot of things that I never thought I'd do; I joined a fraternity, I got a tattoo, as much as I'd always wanted to get one I actually did it, and I just met a ton of awesome and interesting people. I stuck it out with my biochemistry major, and although I'm not certain I will continue to do so, at least I did it for a year.
But now, sitting in Indian Orchard I'm bored out of my mind. I'm lonely. I haven't been this lonely for a while. Needless to say, this summer just isn't what last one was. And people have definitely come to visit me here, but its just not the same. And I had vainly hoped that I would meet some people here and get to know them but it just hasn't worked out.
I gave my job my two weeks notice a couple days ago. It'll turn out that I worked around two months. I should make around $500 which is plently to go from now til school where I have a work-study job waiting for me. I think I'm going to spend the last month of summer is NY. A lot of my family lives there and maybe I can just keep myself busy until the school year rolls around again.
I defintely have to travel next summer.
I mean I did a lot of things that I never thought I'd do; I joined a fraternity, I got a tattoo, as much as I'd always wanted to get one I actually did it, and I just met a ton of awesome and interesting people. I stuck it out with my biochemistry major, and although I'm not certain I will continue to do so, at least I did it for a year.
But now, sitting in Indian Orchard I'm bored out of my mind. I'm lonely. I haven't been this lonely for a while. Needless to say, this summer just isn't what last one was. And people have definitely come to visit me here, but its just not the same. And I had vainly hoped that I would meet some people here and get to know them but it just hasn't worked out.
I gave my job my two weeks notice a couple days ago. It'll turn out that I worked around two months. I should make around $500 which is plently to go from now til school where I have a work-study job waiting for me. I think I'm going to spend the last month of summer is NY. A lot of my family lives there and maybe I can just keep myself busy until the school year rolls around again.
I defintely have to travel next summer.