homesick
OK, so, i know a lot of you really would rather not hear this, but this is gonna be one of those entries where its almost just like an actual journal that you write for yourself. If youre not that good of friends with me, your time would be better spent doing something else.
Yea, I'm still feeling homesick. I miss Georgia a lot. I miss feeling at home wherever i went cause i had been there so many times before. I miss knowing all the people i interact with on a daily basis. I miss KNOWING i WANT to go to EVERY church event because I'll know everyone there and have fun with them. I miss knowing what all of my friends are going through and what theyre up to. I miss home. I miss being able to support and build up my friends and not worrying about BEING supported. I miss knowing that I'll get a hug each week from someone who loves me, especially when I'm going through stuff. I miss seeing love in human form. I miss my friends and all the memories weve shared. I miss laughing about those memories. I miss always worrying about others and never worrying about myself. I miss all of you. I know its only been a month since I saw yall last, but thats still just 7 days with yall out of the 5 months ive lived here. I don't need sympathy, I need yall's prayers to get me through this. Thanks.
Proverbs 27:17: "As iron sharpens iron, so one man sharpens another." -- I don't feel as sharp as I once was.
I'm sorry if this update depressed you. I just needed to get it out. Crying is just your emotions coming out in physical form. Yea, I'll be okay, so i wouldnt suggest a comment that says "Are you ok?"
See yall next time a piece of heaven comes to earth, i say that cause when I'm with yall, I basically am in heaven.