Blast from the past

[my_anonymity]

I called KJ to help me with my resume and we ended up talking for a while. It was all so easy and comfortable and pleasant and not angry. I'd deflect all his self praise of how great he was for me, and how well he knew me with more resume questions. It was his way of reminding me of the good times, and how we could be good together. A part of me misses him, but as we moved from resume to the topic of our relationship's demise, I kept having to remind him that we weren't good together. That it would never work out again even if we've grown. Maybe I was trying to convince myself, I don't know. I really don't.

He tells me he has to go because it was getting late.

There was a silence,

Him: "I love you."

::Awkward silence::

Me: "As a friend?"

::Silence::

He starts laughing and I join in.

Him: Goodbye Kim

Me: Bye KJ

Silence

Him: Bye Kim

Me: "I love you too as a friend!!!"

::Click::

Yeah, I don't know...