They say the world was built for two
One hour of sleep and everything still seems like a blur.
I shouldn't have answered and I shouldn't have stayed. You were only able to keep me there because I didn't want to leave. Nothing happened yet everything happened. Lines were crossed and there is no returning now.
I gave in gave in gave in.
Was it the lull of sweet slumber that made me slip or the longing of ten years resurfacing?
Will you forget and maybe I can just pretend that nothing happened. I love and hate where this is going. I want to see where it'll lead, yet my guilt is strong enough to hold me back.
I want to run towards you and leap into your arms but not like this. I can't hide from you because I can't bring myself to walk away. Look away. Stay away.
You always find me when my heart secretly calls out for you. Can you hear it? Do you feel it too? It can't always be a coincidence, but is fate real?
I always fought tooth and nail to remain where I am. Was. But but but now I can't help but drift towards you until I reach the length of my chains. The shackles loosen and the chains grow longer after each encounter. How many more until I'm no longer bound by guilt. By him.
How much longer until I find clarity within myself. To free myself from this dance we are entangled in. To make a choice before a mistake is made.
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