l.o.v.e.
I talked to Kelsea today, and somewhat told Megan I loved her.
I think I'm going to make a life change soon, I don't have anything keeping me here except Billy and yet still, he knows about Minnesota, so I don't think it's a problem.
I like having someone there, but I can't plan my life around anyone.
Talking to Kelsea made me realize really how much I miss her, again. I sort of thought I was alright with just Billy and his friends... but I really love having a girl-best-friend. Why are girls [worth having as friends] so hard to find?
"Be a friend to have a friend" yea. yea.
October 1 I made a pact. I feel alot better about myself since. I dream again.
I'm rather tired of hiding things... over the summer I've been letting some slip and I enjoy it. I'm not ashamed.
This summer, I really did 'get close' to myself.
Done.