Prom is SATURDAY!
Its been over a week since i wrote in this thing and i never finished the last entry! So much has went on too! Saturday the 13th i went to new roads with my favorite people Kearny, Jen and my new favorite person Ebey! We went and saw some bands play they were really good my favorite was Transparent Black. I had to watch Jen some she was a lil tipsy so she kept accidentally knocking me lol but its ok cause i love jen! I had so much fun even tho like everybody else we met up there stayed outside the whole time. So me and ebey actually watched the bands.
All last week since we had Leap Testing going on at school i didnt have to be at schoo till late. Monday i went shopping and bought the cutest shorts and skirts... i love em! I got to see my brother (not really but jsut really good friend) WOODY! I love him soo much. Ive known him the longest out of all my close friends i have now. We dated when i was a freshman and he was a senior.. but now i look back and that was jsut soo weird!
Guys are sooo frieken confusing. So maybe not all but this one inparticular is. I used to think i could have something with him but after the other night i dont think i could. Im not saying any names and if u want to know just ask me. Hes not a bad person .. hes just not dating material for me... friends and thats it. I dont know even know how to explain it... he went back and forth on his feelings for me... and then when we hung out just the way he acted wasnt me.. but everything is straight.
I wish i could be on DYB forever! Im really sad to know we only have one meeting left and its the Goodbye Senior meeting. Thats the only thing i dont like about being a senior... is im scared that all the people im really good friends with now arent going to be friends with me at this time next year and were jsut all gonna lose touch! SO to all my friends I LOVE YOU and we will NOT lose touch and WE WILL REMAIN friends..LOL! I dont want to leave everybody. Im not even going far.. just to Southeastern... but still i always here when u hit college u lose ur friends and u make new ones... i want to make new ones but i want to KEEP the ones i have now!
This past weekend me and my favorite people again EBEY, KEARNY, and JEN went to New Roads. It seems like lately im always out there! I just love that place.. i dont know why either! I jsut love all the people and i always have soo much fun out there! We went to Jim's house for a crawfish boil... o by the way Ebey my dick was bigger than yours... HAHA! ok so yall know what we are talking about they drew dicks on our hands saying that we payed to eat crawfish and my dick was bigger! Wow that night was soooooooo much fun! Especially the ride up there. Me and Ebey were acting like 3 year olds and being soo stupid but yet it was soo much fun! E T telephone ma maison! LOL Inside joke!! I learned that i suck at the game quarters and since i was already a bit tipsy and trying to play it it was even worse.. so needless to say that didnt help my level of intoxication...HAHA! When i have some alcohol in me i have a habit of letting people know how i feel about them.. so i kinda let out my feelings to somebody. I knew everything i was saying and i meant it all but i can understand why he didnt want to talk about it. Its better to talk about that subject when ur sober so u know for sure what ur saying is true... but i know exactly what i was saying that night and i don't take it back b/c id be lying if i said i didnt mean it and i was jsut drunk. I also had to help to take care of Jen AGAIN...lol.. but its ok i dont mind cause thats what friends are for. U should of listen to me Jen i told u that was gonna happen!
ABBY YOUTH FEST was a blast.. considering i hung out with Ebey and Patrick the whole time. Anytime i with one of them guys its always fun... and then when u have the 2 together its even better! I got soo sunburnt cause i figured hey since ive been tanning in a tanning bed shouldnt i tan in the sun?.. well i was wrong!! My noes is peeling already and my forehead is starting to .. and PROM IS SATURDAY!!!!
This week is soo stressful since prom is saturday.. it doesnt even feel like it! Im excited tho cause me and kearny are going to have sooo much fun! Plans got changed at the last minute but now its gonna be even better than before! I finally got everything i need for it and all my appointments made.
I went and visited the greatest person yesterday.. DEREK!! But his new gf was there.. wait let me rephrase that shes now permanently there. She moved in with him yesterday. At first when i found that out i freaked and was really really really upset.. b/c im going to miss having derek to myself.. i wasnt prepared for when he got a gf and i especially wasnt expecting it to happen soo soon and then they move in together after 2 months of dating. I hadnt seen or talk to him in over 2 weeks until yesterday and thats jsut so not like how it usually is.. i feel like i dont even know him anymore. I know im not gonna see him as much or talk to him but it would still be nice if i got a phone call from him every now and then letting me know how he has been.. but i know derek and thats not gonna happen!
WOW this entry is really long! LATA GATA~~**