too late
So I lied... I do need you more than anyone right now. For the longest time I tried to make myself believe that it's just like with anyone else.... Do you remember that time when we stayed up until like 3 talking about how crazy it was that we knew each other?? well thats what life is like now...not sleeping much just thinking no KNOWING that people fuck up and you know that I'm lieing. The scariest thing that could happen did, and I knew it was going to. The sad part is I should have prevented it, but for the first time trust was not an issue. So I can't say I'm sorry anymore because I already mean it too much. it's pretty pathetic to know that I miss you because you were more family than I have ever know, and to know that you don't miss me not even a little bit...
call me a safe bet, I'm betting I'm not
call me a safe bet, I'm betting I'm not