It's always about you...

Sep 20, 2005 21:51

I shouldn't have gone to see you, and I shouldn't ahve let you kiss me. The only thing that you could ever possibly care about is things that directly affect you. The only reason you ever wanted to keep me is because you would never have me...at least not in the way you wanted. But today I finally realized that I don't need you anymore, I don't need any of it. I'm just glad that I grew up, and at least this time you and I both know that you didn't get anymore, there wasn't anything more for you to take.So this is it the last bit of you that I will ever have in me. Because I looked you in the eyes and I never really kissed you back, and for the first time you gave it your all and it was obvious. I hope it hurts I hope it hurts the both of you.
So it's time to grow up, not for fun but for necessity. Not for you but for me. There is no more of this...it's the end. So much like everyone else and wake up to pretend everythign is alright, when they all know it's not. The world is falling apart and not in the little things..the big ones are th eonly ones that matter.

I NEVER REALLY LOVED YOU
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