DONT WE ALL WISH WE COULD..
nothing really has been going on. on saturday tyler broke up with me. i was upset. still kinda am. but yea - theres nothing i can do =/
tomorrow night me and cristina are sleeping at my church because then on saturday is the ski trip. im excited. jackie can not go tho - but randy is comming =) . it should be fun . im sure theyve got shyt planned
next week on thursday is the stupid hoffman high school chorus show. im not that excited. although i am trying for a solo. also next saturday i am going to visit john - he will just be getting home from school for a week. im sure the weekend will be exciting ;)
lately john wagner has been hanging around. im not quite sure that i like it. hes a nice fellow but - kinda strange a 17 year with me - a 14 year old .. yea
im not yet over tyler. and it hurts me so bad to see him as only a friend now. knowing that hes not 'mine' and that we no longer are dating. on the 6th it was going to be 2 months (which is good for me - lol) and it breaks my heart even more to know that we didnt even make it that far. i no longer have a valentine and no longer have someone to care for me that way that he did. he was truly the best boyfriend i had. =/ but ive gotta face the fact that he doesnt care anymore ..
tomorrow night me and cristina are sleeping at my church because then on saturday is the ski trip. im excited. jackie can not go tho - but randy is comming =) . it should be fun . im sure theyve got shyt planned
next week on thursday is the stupid hoffman high school chorus show. im not that excited. although i am trying for a solo. also next saturday i am going to visit john - he will just be getting home from school for a week. im sure the weekend will be exciting ;)
lately john wagner has been hanging around. im not quite sure that i like it. hes a nice fellow but - kinda strange a 17 year with me - a 14 year old .. yea
im not yet over tyler. and it hurts me so bad to see him as only a friend now. knowing that hes not 'mine' and that we no longer are dating. on the 6th it was going to be 2 months (which is good for me - lol) and it breaks my heart even more to know that we didnt even make it that far. i no longer have a valentine and no longer have someone to care for me that way that he did. he was truly the best boyfriend i had. =/ but ive gotta face the fact that he doesnt care anymore ..