ich hab' keine Lust.
Alrighty let's review the past few days shallwe?
lets start with thursday.
__It wasn't really all that good. Not all that bad either. After school was awesome though. Stayed after with eric for the track meet. Ran into John on the way there.
||The only time that I hung out with that boy was when people were around. Friends talk to eah other. Deal with it ||
The funny thing is, he knew what happened was going to happen. insane. Went to 7/11 with lee, matt, eric, and alex. All those kids are awesome. I'm glad to get to know them better considering how muh eric talks about them all. haha. anyways. he picked $5 off the floor and said it was karma. we then had a breif discussion of karma and noted that it was not as so. We said that since he picked up the $5, (good fortune) that a bad thing would be coming his way. When we got back we went to the meet. and guess what. it cost $5. which we didnt have. because we spent. lucky us. THATS KARMA. but we snuck it anyways. Even though it rained and i fucked up my ankle, which still hurts. it was a good day nonetheless.
__Wednesday was alright. more good than bad. until the end. you see. apparently i had sex with john. you know...again. and it's fucking rediculous. I love how I get fucked over whether things go well for them or not. whatever. so fucking frustrating. im tired of it. =\. I know its going to happen again and its just pathetic that it will. but its not surprising anymore. whatever. went to josh's hockey games. they lost both. =\. They're still good nonetheless. Saw austin tobin. wow its been a year and my how has he changed.
__found out this morning that kate though eric cheated on her. with me. now theres this whole big thing going on. i just wish it wasnt me though i mean really. shes not mad at me. shes cool with me now and just things arent well for her and eric. so i guess im alright. but i dont know its just stressful. im sick of peoples lies. This isnt fair for Adam either. cause hes hearing all of this. and its just fucking up things.
LISTEN. this is to the whole john lauren thing. you CANT go beleiveing rumors without even confirming them. because by the time you realized you were wrong youve fucked everything up. yoou CANT just go and fuck with peoples lives like that its not fair. ive never done anything with John. we're friends and thats it. if its too tough for people to understand it then its their problem.
mah. tomorrows friday. thank you fucking god.
lets start with thursday.
__It wasn't really all that good. Not all that bad either. After school was awesome though. Stayed after with eric for the track meet. Ran into John on the way there.
||The only time that I hung out with that boy was when people were around. Friends talk to eah other. Deal with it ||
The funny thing is, he knew what happened was going to happen. insane. Went to 7/11 with lee, matt, eric, and alex. All those kids are awesome. I'm glad to get to know them better considering how muh eric talks about them all. haha. anyways. he picked $5 off the floor and said it was karma. we then had a breif discussion of karma and noted that it was not as so. We said that since he picked up the $5, (good fortune) that a bad thing would be coming his way. When we got back we went to the meet. and guess what. it cost $5. which we didnt have. because we spent. lucky us. THATS KARMA. but we snuck it anyways. Even though it rained and i fucked up my ankle, which still hurts. it was a good day nonetheless.
__Wednesday was alright. more good than bad. until the end. you see. apparently i had sex with john. you know...again. and it's fucking rediculous. I love how I get fucked over whether things go well for them or not. whatever. so fucking frustrating. im tired of it. =\. I know its going to happen again and its just pathetic that it will. but its not surprising anymore. whatever. went to josh's hockey games. they lost both. =\. They're still good nonetheless. Saw austin tobin. wow its been a year and my how has he changed.
__found out this morning that kate though eric cheated on her. with me. now theres this whole big thing going on. i just wish it wasnt me though i mean really. shes not mad at me. shes cool with me now and just things arent well for her and eric. so i guess im alright. but i dont know its just stressful. im sick of peoples lies. This isnt fair for Adam either. cause hes hearing all of this. and its just fucking up things.
LISTEN. this is to the whole john lauren thing. you CANT go beleiveing rumors without even confirming them. because by the time you realized you were wrong youve fucked everything up. yoou CANT just go and fuck with peoples lives like that its not fair. ive never done anything with John. we're friends and thats it. if its too tough for people to understand it then its their problem.
mah. tomorrows friday. thank you fucking god.