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Well, as soon as I wrote that LJ comment I picked the nearest time I could leave for New Mexico, and I left yesterday at 4:00 a.m on my way to denver then waited an hour and then transfered planes n went to new mexico, i stayed in the hospital with her non-stop..held her hand, and wouldn't let go.. she was in a coma, so ijust sat there and talked to her hoping she could hear me, it was weird i won't get into detail of everything..
around 10:30 not central time though.. she died, holding my hand i cried so terribly she had such a hard time breathing, i let her know that it was okay, she could leave, and we would do everything she wanted us to do.. and i would try so hard to take care of anything she needs and i would always love her and some other things.. it was really tough. we said prayers sang a few songs.. then i went back to her house cleaned up the place a bit and laid down to sleep.. i don't think i've ever felt more heart broken..
the funeral is on saturday.
i won't be back until the day after my birthday ((the 14th is when im comming)). so. i will see you all then.
around 10:30 not central time though.. she died, holding my hand i cried so terribly she had such a hard time breathing, i let her know that it was okay, she could leave, and we would do everything she wanted us to do.. and i would try so hard to take care of anything she needs and i would always love her and some other things.. it was really tough. we said prayers sang a few songs.. then i went back to her house cleaned up the place a bit and laid down to sleep.. i don't think i've ever felt more heart broken..
the funeral is on saturday.
i won't be back until the day after my birthday ((the 14th is when im comming)). so. i will see you all then.