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last night was soooo worth $7, and my extreme soberness. i don't know why, but everytime i tried to swallow a sip of alcohol, it made my stomach turn, and so i couldn't drink comfortably, and alas, ended up sober as hell, but didn't mind. i would hate to be the bands who play after beautiful nothing, because it seemed to me, people were only there for them. i finished half of my brand new deck of smokes...boo-urns. i couldn't sleep all night though, because after a good night, i usually get an awesome sleep, but i have way too much shit on my mind, and it's killing me. i've come to figure i will never find someone. all the people i like, are just...dream figures, fantasies i suppose. the only way i get with them is if i close my eyes. i thought i was fine being alone, i didn't really want to be with anyone, i guess...but the past few nights of watching people who have someone, or who have more than one, just upsets me. everyone mingles with everyone so easily, but i just sit there and claw the eyes out of the girls who come near anyone i would enjoy being with.... and think to myself "why is she better than me?" but whatever, i don't feel like getting tooo into it, but i guess i already have. after beautiful nothing played i wasn't into watching anyone else, so i just sort of wandered around with anna, once she left, i just wandered around with some kids from my school, talked to james for a few seconds, then eventually just felt tired and bored, so i went home around 11:30. read a book. then sat around. now i'm uploading my pictures, my work called me, said they don't need me to come in today, and lashaun will work for me, so soon going snowboarding with my pa. i don't feel like going, but i haven't gone with him in weeks, and he's getting upset..... i get paid on tuesday so i'm purchasing a new digital camera...... please note that the pictures aren't great,because mike kept getting his ass or his guitar in the way, and anthony kept moving too fast...hah! so i didn't post them all!
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