wishes & hopes
i wish i knew what was going on.
things feel so confusing.
it's like high school drama.
i shouldn't be living this drama.
but i mean it's not that i don't feel like it's worth it.
it's just that i wish things were easier.
i wish that there wasn't such a dickhole in the equation.
all i want is for you to be able to have a life besides with me.
i don't want it to be that you are happiest with me..persay.
i don't want you to be confused about wanting to be with me.
i want you to be able to feel like yourself when you're not with me.
i want you to have all the things that you want.
and have you know that you are capable of anything you want.
i still hope that we'll somehow reconnect in that way again.
although, we haven't really been disconnected. no no that's not it.
i want you to want it and not be confused about anything
..whether it's about us or about you finding who you are.
i just want you to be happy with yourself as much as i am happy when i think of you.
things feel so confusing.
it's like high school drama.
i shouldn't be living this drama.
but i mean it's not that i don't feel like it's worth it.
it's just that i wish things were easier.
i wish that there wasn't such a dickhole in the equation.
all i want is for you to be able to have a life besides with me.
i don't want it to be that you are happiest with me..persay.
i don't want you to be confused about wanting to be with me.
i want you to be able to feel like yourself when you're not with me.
i want you to have all the things that you want.
and have you know that you are capable of anything you want.
i still hope that we'll somehow reconnect in that way again.
although, we haven't really been disconnected. no no that's not it.
i want you to want it and not be confused about anything
..whether it's about us or about you finding who you are.
i just want you to be happy with yourself as much as i am happy when i think of you.