Mar 03, 2006 21:33
Well alot has happend in the past few days i lost my first love for many reason i dont understand.....i understand a few things but hey it is her lost i may never talk to her again but i guess i ahve to be ok with that...i miss her already but i am doing ok so far i got the next best thing her best friend and her love so i am ok and i got pictures....well my godson is now 18days old and so very cute even when he keeps me up till all hours of the night his mother jsut got out of surgery so i make her sleep so i can spend time with him.....i am moving next weekend i hope it aint to far from her it is right next door so i can come help her at 2am with diper changes and feedings.....my birthday is in 2 months i will be 19 and i am gonna have a big blow out at my new place with a bunch of people there i cant wait.....my mom is comming upo next weekend to give me a nice monster truck for my 19th b-day bash all hooked up and everything....i am also trying to get pregnate again so that me and the girl i am gonna be with really soon can raise a child togather we are both very excited and cant wait...i never thought i could love someone so much after my ex left well i was wrong and she was right i can love and i am doing it right now the girl i will be hooking up with is so much like me our attuides and the way we think and speak and the way we do things we will make a good couple and all i am waiting for is to get my own place and when i do she is comming to move in with me and i know her girl aint gonna like it but hey who the fuck cares she aint that big i ahve beat bigger i love her so much and i know this is right it feels right in a way but in a way it dont casue i know she used to belong to someone but hey who cares i am happy and so is she that is all that matters well if ya got advace i would liek to hear it and what you think on the whole thing well this was jsut a bunch of shit on my mind and shit like that well i got to go i ahve to attiend to a lil one he needs a feeding so later for now............