life fucking sucks!!!
Well its been a while sence iv been in here the last time i was in here i was no longer with ellissa well talking to her and no contact but i randomly got online and ellissa was on it was the day i found out i was knocked up i was so happy to hear ffrom her i told her to call me and she did the phione rang and my heart jumped in to my feet she still has the same effect on me now as she did then i miss her so much well then she called i was having an off day and was ready to kill well once again she saved the world ffrom gigi and her attuide proublem shit seems to hit rock bottom every time she is not around i am learing to deal with shit alot better in some cases but its still kinda hard not to beat this one up or that one when i get mad or something sets me off well i got to go for now i need coffie.......