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i remember when i used to write in this everyyyyyyyyy singgleeeeeee dayyyyyyyyyy! haha now i do it likee once a year. but anywayss..
i fuckin LOVE life.
besides the fact that i have dance 5 days a week, and playpractice during the time i have dance. its just my luck. i love doing the pla yand i feel bad missing but its been really hard deciding if i should goto playpractice or dance. also cause its my senior yr at the king centre that i actually care more. i care about what dances im in, i care about the ppl who have no idea what the FUCK there doing, i care about the competitions we do, i care about what recital we do;;its my lastttt timme :[
idkkk, and tomorrow is my interview with scranton university;;its so WEIRD that im going to college next year. im excited to meet new people and learn new things but, at the same time, i love the ppl i hang out with now, && im so comfortable here. its gunna be rough.so ive kinda been buggin out lately. like last thursday night at dance. HAHA. ohh man i was a bitch. &&& IM SORRRYYY to everyone i kinda snapped at haha. i had a breakdown. not good. but ill live.everythings happening so fast;; i just want time to slow down justtt a littttlleee bittttt!
anyways, yea, i love life. haha
WELL, i love victor. :]
besides my friends and my family, i never said i love you to ANY boy before. i love feeling this way, i love that he feels the same, i love being in love :]! ah, its crazy but he makes me smile :]
i fuckin LOVE life.
besides the fact that i have dance 5 days a week, and playpractice during the time i have dance. its just my luck. i love doing the pla yand i feel bad missing but its been really hard deciding if i should goto playpractice or dance. also cause its my senior yr at the king centre that i actually care more. i care about what dances im in, i care about the ppl who have no idea what the FUCK there doing, i care about the competitions we do, i care about what recital we do;;its my lastttt timme :[
idkkk, and tomorrow is my interview with scranton university;;its so WEIRD that im going to college next year. im excited to meet new people and learn new things but, at the same time, i love the ppl i hang out with now, && im so comfortable here. its gunna be rough.so ive kinda been buggin out lately. like last thursday night at dance. HAHA. ohh man i was a bitch. &&& IM SORRRYYY to everyone i kinda snapped at haha. i had a breakdown. not good. but ill live.everythings happening so fast;; i just want time to slow down justtt a littttlleee bittttt!
anyways, yea, i love life. haha
WELL, i love victor. :]
besides my friends and my family, i never said i love you to ANY boy before. i love feeling this way, i love that he feels the same, i love being in love :]! ah, its crazy but he makes me smile :]