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i feel so depressed. i feel so worthless. i feel like i cant do anything right. i feel like i have made a string of bad decisions for the past 10 years. i feel like i dont deserve kyler. i am a failure. i am almost 30 years old i have no means of supporting myself and neither does steve. i had to move back in with my parents. i dont know enough about childhood development. im not properly stimulating kyler.