Hmm....
Well at the end of this work week I can actually smile and be proud of myself that I have sold $11,000 in 5 days. However, I am having a moment as it has been one year. It has been one year since I graduated. I miss it for two reasons. One, all of my friends were there with me. Two, I got a spend it with a girl that I will remember for the rest of my life. What we had was great and it sucks that one main reason that affects us is we live so far apart. I don't want any relationship here in Arizona but if you asked me again, which I know won't happen, but if it did, I would say yes in a heartbeat. It's hard to know that one of my coworkers was in a successful long distance relationship for TWO years and I won't even get that chance. Sometimes, I just want to go back "home" because of you but I know that it wouldn't be the smartest idea and it just sucks. It hurts me that I see you happy on that other coast and I can't be there. I make mistakes in my life but that one was a big one and it's hard to get over it.