soo far... not that bad...
"yay turkey day!!"...is what i had in mind till i got sick. ha.. felt weak all over, hardcore headache.overslept like a mother...prolly more than half a day.. bleh not the greatest but alrite.but at least i got sum stuff done.
i finally applied to panam..real late but FINALLY. happy kus i have 99% garanteed full ride there w/the 10pts that went up on my SAT score.. tho i was p/o real bad kus i was expecting way more..or at least NOT go down on my READING score.. ughhh..(bleh nvm..ill start pms-ing over it again)
but yeah.. im really not willing to settle for panam.. i trully dont want to go there tho it would b the cheapest/easiest way to baylormedskool..but thats not the 'college experience' i wanna have. i visited st.marys last weekend and i loved it.. specially "THE LAP TOP BABY!!"..lol im quoting!.. yeah great skool that ONLY costs about $26,000...and well if it isnt there.. prolly be goin to baylor (top choice) which i have yet to visit..prolly in jan. or feb. and ONLY costs about $30,000...
ha honestly. these #s dont skare me.. i guess its kus im really gunna try to get it paid for thro scholarships and whatever it takes other than from my parents pocket.. they've worked hard enough for me to finally get a break even tho i mite b miles and miles away. and as wierd as it may sound.. there might b an advantage as to not having a similar or greater income as we've had in the past yrs this yr...its been hard specially kus sr yr is soo expensive but i dont mind the sacrifices..kus most of 'em are for shorterm pleasure/satisfaction..w/e.lol
tho i really do appreciate it when u (pimbo) understand and tell me that stuff bout me goin away and doin better.. but like i sayd.. if i stay here at panam its most likely kus sumthing kept me from goin away. but the most id stay here would b 2 yrs.. (or if its for the summer) BUT theres nothin to worry bout kus i love you and jenny and everyone else!! and ill b bak to visit.. i have to either way kus my momma'll prolly make me. LOL but yea were definately gunna have to arrange those visits and nites out at austin...
HA.. u know what..skrew this.. ive abandoned it for a couple of months.. so im continuing this on LJ.. (ehh..too bad if u dont know my LJ..lol)
by the way..tonite was nice.
click on above link if haven't read "soo far... not that bad..." blog on my myspace.
yeah.. so ill prolly b coming bak to LJ more often... plannin to check out the new features.. will b sleeping till real late tonite.hehe
anywho.. like i was saying..im really lookin foward to college.. see im optimistic and trying not to look at the bad things about goin away.. like obviously missing my friends.. kus i trully will miss us goin out and like u all..im trying to do the best of enjoyin our time together.. but i trully am goin to try to keep us as friends.. and i must admit..we might not b as close as we are now..but im sure we'll still get along and really hope to stay intouch!! :D...
ah..okay..wierd.. i was ready to type a novel..but im tired all of a sudden.hehe.
well imma end this for now.. continue later... and just check out the new lj stuff before gettin sum sleep. g'nite!
i finally applied to panam..real late but FINALLY. happy kus i have 99% garanteed full ride there w/the 10pts that went up on my SAT score.. tho i was p/o real bad kus i was expecting way more..or at least NOT go down on my READING score.. ughhh..(bleh nvm..ill start pms-ing over it again)
but yeah.. im really not willing to settle for panam.. i trully dont want to go there tho it would b the cheapest/easiest way to baylormedskool..but thats not the 'college experience' i wanna have. i visited st.marys last weekend and i loved it.. specially "THE LAP TOP BABY!!"..lol im quoting!.. yeah great skool that ONLY costs about $26,000...and well if it isnt there.. prolly be goin to baylor (top choice) which i have yet to visit..prolly in jan. or feb. and ONLY costs about $30,000...
ha honestly. these #s dont skare me.. i guess its kus im really gunna try to get it paid for thro scholarships and whatever it takes other than from my parents pocket.. they've worked hard enough for me to finally get a break even tho i mite b miles and miles away. and as wierd as it may sound.. there might b an advantage as to not having a similar or greater income as we've had in the past yrs this yr...its been hard specially kus sr yr is soo expensive but i dont mind the sacrifices..kus most of 'em are for shorterm pleasure/satisfaction..w/e.lol
tho i really do appreciate it when u (pimbo) understand and tell me that stuff bout me goin away and doin better.. but like i sayd.. if i stay here at panam its most likely kus sumthing kept me from goin away. but the most id stay here would b 2 yrs.. (or if its for the summer) BUT theres nothin to worry bout kus i love you and jenny and everyone else!! and ill b bak to visit.. i have to either way kus my momma'll prolly make me. LOL but yea were definately gunna have to arrange those visits and nites out at austin...
HA.. u know what..skrew this.. ive abandoned it for a couple of months.. so im continuing this on LJ.. (ehh..too bad if u dont know my LJ..lol)
by the way..tonite was nice.
click on above link if haven't read "soo far... not that bad..." blog on my myspace.
yeah.. so ill prolly b coming bak to LJ more often... plannin to check out the new features.. will b sleeping till real late tonite.hehe
anywho.. like i was saying..im really lookin foward to college.. see im optimistic and trying not to look at the bad things about goin away.. like obviously missing my friends.. kus i trully will miss us goin out and like u all..im trying to do the best of enjoyin our time together.. but i trully am goin to try to keep us as friends.. and i must admit..we might not b as close as we are now..but im sure we'll still get along and really hope to stay intouch!! :D...
ah..okay..wierd.. i was ready to type a novel..but im tired all of a sudden.hehe.
well imma end this for now.. continue later... and just check out the new lj stuff before gettin sum sleep. g'nite!