I'm missing you like I never knew I could....
Okay so how about I'm having a shitty day. It wasn't shitty until like I don't know, about an hour ago. That's when I got time to sit down and think and idle time lets me think about far too much. I've been on the brink of tears at least five times within the last hour and actually cried once. Don't worry I'm not crying over Ty...that'd be lame because he's a jerkface and not worth it, I still haven't gotten a chance to talk to him yet though. Rather I'm crying over....David. Today I realized how much I really miss him. I was on my way to Genesee Valley to buy my shoes for homecoming and this song came on the radio, Ryan Cabrera-True. Just so happens (I know I'm a dork for remebering this) that this is the song I danced with David to at snowcoming. So that's what got me thinking about him. Then when we got to the mall I remebered that that's the last place I saw him. So I was thinking about that the whole time we were there and I was hoping that I'd run into him but I didn't. Then I got home and (Well I guess Ty had something to do with my crying) I was thinking about homecoming and how dumb boys are and how much more I liked David than Ty and how much I was hoping I could go to homecoming with him this year but I can't because I don't know how to get ahold of him. Then I was listening to Kelly Clarkson's CD and I lost it and then I started thinking about how much I miss Sarah and how two of my favorite people, two people I was getting to be really close to left and one of them I have no idea where he is or how he is and if he even still thinks about me and if he even cares that alot of people who care about him have no idea what happened to him. Wow, this is the most Drama I've ever had in my life lol. I'm crying again so I guess that makes two times. I'm just having a really shitty day and some very uncool guy problems. This weekend is sucky. I need some major cheering up. Now I have to go do some lovely history, english, and algebra II homework so I guess I'm going to go.
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