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I hate reality. I'd rather live in fantasies. How come the only guys that like me are more friend material, and I could never picture me being with them, and then the guys that I actually do like won't even give me the time of day. I was getting worried today that Hector was liking me more than a friend and then after school he had my friend Cassie ask me if I would ever go out with him. Thankfully Cassie and I are good friends and told him that I probably wouldn't, so it won't be as "rejectful" as her giving him hope. Not to mention I'm sure Matt J is trying to get in my pants because that's all he is looking for. But none of these guys are Casey!! >:| Although, I'm getting kind of confused (mainly because I'm looking too much into stuff) and when Cassie asked me, her boyfriend was even protective and like "no, she likes casey." which made me think of all this hopeful shit that I shouldn't...
I also find it hilarious, yet depressing, but mostly hilarious that after someone breaks up with someone the first thought that must run through their heads is "I have to change my myspace profile now! first my status, and then I must blog about my depressing experience..."...granted I feel bad for my friend, but he's a guy! how fem can he get?..."YOU ARE SO NOT IN MY TOP 8 ANYMORE!"
for my creative writing final exam, my story is about this girl who obsessively stalks her crush and ends up killing him. My teacher was editing it and she said she liked it and that she wanted to know how I know so much about the stalker mentality, and I told her it was semi-autobiographical. which oddly enough it kind of is. The way i have the girl describe the guy, I totally say creepy shit like that. I just need to edit it now.
I found out the city I am going to stay in. It's called Wels, and it's in Northern Austria. It's 170 miles from Munich and 170 miles from Vienna. it's the second largest city in it's "state." I'm guessing my host family lives in a sub-urb of the city called Steinerkirchen...I'm assuming it's a suburb. I should be getting more information soon...like tomorrow or something. School information, and departure date...shit like that...EEK! this is becoming so surreal!
I also find it hilarious, yet depressing, but mostly hilarious that after someone breaks up with someone the first thought that must run through their heads is "I have to change my myspace profile now! first my status, and then I must blog about my depressing experience..."...granted I feel bad for my friend, but he's a guy! how fem can he get?..."YOU ARE SO NOT IN MY TOP 8 ANYMORE!"
for my creative writing final exam, my story is about this girl who obsessively stalks her crush and ends up killing him. My teacher was editing it and she said she liked it and that she wanted to know how I know so much about the stalker mentality, and I told her it was semi-autobiographical. which oddly enough it kind of is. The way i have the girl describe the guy, I totally say creepy shit like that. I just need to edit it now.
I found out the city I am going to stay in. It's called Wels, and it's in Northern Austria. It's 170 miles from Munich and 170 miles from Vienna. it's the second largest city in it's "state." I'm guessing my host family lives in a sub-urb of the city called Steinerkirchen...I'm assuming it's a suburb. I should be getting more information soon...like tomorrow or something. School information, and departure date...shit like that...EEK! this is becoming so surreal!