oh wow`
So I know I haven't writen here in a long time, but I just haven't found the time to write in here. Nor have i found anything of major importance to write in this. I have found both of those tonight. I just learned something, that is really upsetting me to the point of crying myself to sleep. If it happens I think... idk I can't even start to comprehend this. I know it shouldn't be upsetting me this much. and I realize it's effecting others as well, but seriously. I can't handle it. I really can't things are just not going to be the same. I know I've kinda lost contact, but still, you can't do this to me. you really can't. I'm going to die, if you do... Sad doesnt' even begin to cover it.