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do you ever have times when you have this total nervous break down but then it goes away after like a second. it is just a really uncomfortable feeling. in that one second or two everything is fucking shitty and you are just...trapped. anyone else feel like that? no? probably just me....
suppose to hang out with my sister tmw. i hope it happens. if i do then we are hanging out with her boyfriend too. i guess he is her boyfriend, im not sure yet if they are back together. it wld be cool though.
so its kinda weird but i have made "friends" with people at work. just a few though. i dont like having these people call me their friends though. im not use to it. i was fine just having natalie or megan, or liz..but like i dunno. i do like hanging out with people more than others. it is kinda bad to think that. i mean it is like almost being a bad friend. if they are suppose to be my friend then shouldnt i like to hang out and be all....friendly haha. i dunno.
god first of all...i get annoyed by little things now. my sister noticed it, and my mother has noticed it. and i have noticed it so much. cld it be becuz im getting older? god, and the lies...im a liar arent i? second of all i have 2 birthdays. and sometimes i dont even know which one is my real one now. becuz one feels more real than the other one....*sigh* it seems like something is wrong with me all the time....
*on a cool note, i saw this woman who i thought looked like a spy...hence my music..spies by coldplay....
suppose to hang out with my sister tmw. i hope it happens. if i do then we are hanging out with her boyfriend too. i guess he is her boyfriend, im not sure yet if they are back together. it wld be cool though.
so its kinda weird but i have made "friends" with people at work. just a few though. i dont like having these people call me their friends though. im not use to it. i was fine just having natalie or megan, or liz..but like i dunno. i do like hanging out with people more than others. it is kinda bad to think that. i mean it is like almost being a bad friend. if they are suppose to be my friend then shouldnt i like to hang out and be all....friendly haha. i dunno.
god first of all...i get annoyed by little things now. my sister noticed it, and my mother has noticed it. and i have noticed it so much. cld it be becuz im getting older? god, and the lies...im a liar arent i? second of all i have 2 birthdays. and sometimes i dont even know which one is my real one now. becuz one feels more real than the other one....*sigh* it seems like something is wrong with me all the time....
*on a cool note, i saw this woman who i thought looked like a spy...hence my music..spies by coldplay....