the intrusion.
"I feel as though she tore apart my thoughts with a pickaxe, shredding everything to pieces, not destroying, but violating everything that only I could know... it's so cold... I can't feel myself think anymore, it's all numb! God, she knows... she saw everything. Her eyes... she smiled and everything fell apart! I feel dirty, raped, I think she killed something inside of me that can never be replaced..."