Change
Today, I had mixed emotions about a variety of things.
Tonight, I go to bed loved. I got to talk to BJ just a little while ago (on the phone) & he put me in a better mood than I was in earlier today.
He was able to get an appointment with a doctor in Birmingham for his stomach problems. Thing is, he was told TODAY there is usually a waiting list for this doc, and yet he was able to get an appointment for tomorrow. He's gaining weight, which is a good thing but I am still very worried about him.
I put a post I wrote about an hour ago under *private* mode ...basically, there are some things on it that just don't need to be in public view (and some of you may not care to know about my *woe is me* shit).
I don't know what else to say right now ..... I have been crying for over an hour now because my heart is starting to fall away from the medical field, and I can't really say why that is right now. It hurts. I don't want to leave it.
Tonight, I go to bed loved. I got to talk to BJ just a little while ago (on the phone) & he put me in a better mood than I was in earlier today.
He was able to get an appointment with a doctor in Birmingham for his stomach problems. Thing is, he was told TODAY there is usually a waiting list for this doc, and yet he was able to get an appointment for tomorrow. He's gaining weight, which is a good thing but I am still very worried about him.
I put a post I wrote about an hour ago under *private* mode ...basically, there are some things on it that just don't need to be in public view (and some of you may not care to know about my *woe is me* shit).
I don't know what else to say right now ..... I have been crying for over an hour now because my heart is starting to fall away from the medical field, and I can't really say why that is right now. It hurts. I don't want to leave it.