nothing at all

[mxassasin]

This image I have of myself for myself will never be a reality. It's as if time stops just to tell me NO. But no matter who is saying the words, I still disagree completely. You are who you want to be. You just have to look closer and try harder. Mirrors are decieving. Throw them away they only point you in the wrong direction. I need someone close to me to see far if that makes sense. I want the future to just come to me through my window at night and tell me everything is going to be alright. There will be no more wide eyed nights with figures dancing on the ceiling of your mind. No more tears unless they are happy ones and nothing to be scared of.
I need the one thing that I think I'm needing to know that I need nothing at all.