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[mwyatt]

So i am at Peter's again. This weekend has been pretty good. I mean the times that i didn't get to see him were pretty rough. But yeah. I can't sleep which sucks because peter is asleep and i have no one to talk to. He can fall asleep in the blink of an eye. So i feel so stupid and soo horrible. I didn't get his parents a christmas gift peter was suppose to help me out but we didn't get one and i leave tomorrow morning. Plus i didn't really study for physics which blows because he was suppose to help me. I needed help recognizing which formulas to use. I'm scared because if i don't do good in my classes my parents are going to blame it on peter and then they are going to cut off the time i get to see him during the school year. This really blows. I mean it isn't like i see him everyother day or anything. I am lucky if i get to see him once every other week. This always happens the night before i leave i get really sad and regret things that i have done or not done. Why am i such a cry baby? Why can't i get a hold of myself and just sleep for goodness sakes!?!?!

Well i'm going to try to go to sleep later.