Jul 23, 2005 01:05
Well I just got back from a kick ass party, i wish i could have stayed the night, cuz god damn!!! But oh well, i am home, being my asshole self. I really have not been up to too much lately, been trying to work, and when everyone is open, try and go to the beach. But that has been more difficult than others think. I admit i have been i a weird modd, but, i didn't realize, you know what never mind. I don't talk shit, so I am not even going to get into this. I have some goals this summer, and they all are going to shit. I want to gain 10 pounds, but it is a little harder than i thought. I want to learn how to surf better, but i have'nt been able to go to the beach to learn how to surf. Umm, oh i want to try and get more hours at my work, but the only people that like me there is my gay manager, so that is kind of weird. I guess that is about it, i would like to meet a girl. I think that is something i need, but me being my PUSSY ASS SELF, i am having a hard time. I guess i just have to high of hopes, or something. SO yeah, my summer has been pretty lame, i want school to start back up, so i can start hanging out there more often. But i do have to admit, i have missed hagning with hector, we have been having our good times as always. I think a lot is going to happen this school year, maybe some really bad things, or some really good things, but something is going to go down. I saw batman the other day, and there was this line in the movie that i absolutly love, is goes... "Why do we fall? So we can pick ourselves back up again!" I guess my problem is i am having a hell of a time picking myself back up. Just when i am alsmost there, i fall right back down again. The bad thing is, everytime i go down, there are less and less people there when i get back up. So lets see what happens. I guess I am out. If you have any questions about this extremly confusing update, just leave me a comment, and I will my best to get back to you.
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