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Fuck it all. I don't even care anymore. I'm so sick of having to live with these feelings. I try so hard to maintain what's left of our relationship, but toe the line so as not to upset anyone else by trying to spend time with you. But I'm so sick of it because anywhere I turn anymore, I feel like you just don't want to even talk to me. I make an effort to strike up conversations... I make an effort to involve the 4 of us so that we can all do things together and get to be a better group of friends. And what happens? It just gets thrown in my face and I'm fucking tired of dealing with it. Fine, whatever, I don't care anymore. You want to be like this, have fun. What are friends for?