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So...
Tampa... boring.
Work... slow and not paying enough.
Boyfriend... so very good to me! (i got roses and a beautiful sculpture within a week of each other) :-)
Living situation... great! my brother makes a very good roommate. maybe because we lived together for so many years, it's not hard to adjust.
Emotional state... depends on the day. I cry a lot! Very lonely!
Art... haven't painted in quite some time. :0(
Music... i haven't been playing guitar at all! :0(
I think I'm feeling stuck again. I hate that feeling! Same thing... day in, day out... I don't know what it is. I gotta do something though!
Sheesh! That was pretty depressing!!! It's not all doom and gloom here! I'm actually really happy! I know, it doesn't sound like it, but things are getting better. I'm meeting people, getting settled... actually having a pretty good time. I do get lonely... I miss my friends... I start to "freak out" about the future... but then i remember what I'm doing and why I'm here and I feel a lot better! Life is good. God is good. :0)
PS - I NEED ADVENTURE!!!
Tampa... boring.
Work... slow and not paying enough.
Boyfriend... so very good to me! (i got roses and a beautiful sculpture within a week of each other) :-)
Living situation... great! my brother makes a very good roommate. maybe because we lived together for so many years, it's not hard to adjust.
Emotional state... depends on the day. I cry a lot! Very lonely!
Art... haven't painted in quite some time. :0(
Music... i haven't been playing guitar at all! :0(
I think I'm feeling stuck again. I hate that feeling! Same thing... day in, day out... I don't know what it is. I gotta do something though!
Sheesh! That was pretty depressing!!! It's not all doom and gloom here! I'm actually really happy! I know, it doesn't sound like it, but things are getting better. I'm meeting people, getting settled... actually having a pretty good time. I do get lonely... I miss my friends... I start to "freak out" about the future... but then i remember what I'm doing and why I'm here and I feel a lot better! Life is good. God is good. :0)
PS - I NEED ADVENTURE!!!