May 05, 2004 19:43
guess who had her first driver's training today??!! yep..thats me!! and my instructor said i did VERY well!!! mmmHHmm! now my permit is validated :):):):) ya;ll better get off of the road...lol ;) friday me and mike have "plans" to go out......sounds like lots of fun, we'ver never actually been out just me and him, my parents are usually around, so im excited! Alissa asked me a question that made me think and once i thought about it....happy tears started flowing...she asked me "do you love mike or are you in love with him?" my answer was...."many people seeing loving and being in love from different points of view. to me being in love is being able to confide in someone and being able to be YOURSELF around that person no matter what and that person will accept always. also...when your in love i think you think about and want to be with that person whenever possible and when you are with them you like it so much you want to stay with them and not leave. my example was this....me and mike spend literally EVERY weekend together, but one weekend he had to do some stuff for his dad making it impossible for us to even see or talk to each other. the day that i saw him again, he gave me a hug and a kiss and i got the chills and butterflies in my tummy....if thats not the feeling of being in love, then i don't know what is.....mike just makes me feel so happy about everything, no matter what it is and no matter how crappy of a day i've had, he's ALWAYS there to make me smile. i love him with all of my heart. i hope ya'll get to feel this feeling someday, because it's the BEST feeling i've EVER had! i love being happy SO much! its great!
*alissa* i love you so much babe! thank you for being apart of my life you feel my heart with so much joy, without you there are so many things that i wouldn't realize and i thank you for that!!! <333
*many* you'll find that special someone one of these days! i know you THOUGHT you found it already, but if you would have, things woulda been different! i love you <333
*michie* you just make me laugh i love you!! <333
*my p.e group is the GREATEST! we can talk about anything, so what if today we ended up crying at least this time it was for happiness...well for many only one eye was happy, but still thats better than both being sad!
love ya'll bunches <333
~ashes~