my new anthem!

[mvp_ashley]

ya'll i totally got a new anthem for me, steph and mandee....it's called "redneck woman" it's greaT!!!!
yea sooo...much crap going on...i've been told that i bring drama, buyt other people stretch it out more then it needs to be..so its not ALL me....but whatever......
later ya'll
~asHes~

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actually...

[mvp_ashley]

you say NEITHER one of you threatened me...that a lie heather....you didn't but nina did...she said that she would "make my life a living hell" if thats not a threat, then i don't know what is....there were some things that you didn't say but nina did (ie. that i bring drama) i realize that you didn't say any of those things and i'm not complaining about them to you...i just don't want this to go any farther....amanda and rich are fine now so theres no reason for anyone to be talking about it anymore. i'm sure it does feel good to have a friend stick up for you...i also have friends stick up for me, but they're all anonymous..lol.....i was told that i gave you "dirty looks" throughout the whole rich and amanda thing...I never gave you dirty looks, maybe my friends did, but i didn't...i respect you as a person too much heather.,...i never once gave you a dirty look about any of this....i did and do care how this is affecting you (as a friend) because you do mean alot to me and seeing you hurt sucks...seeing any of my friends hurt does and thats why i was sticking up for amanda.
love ya <3
~ash~

Re: actually...

[sweet_whisper]

i just wish that you'd blame NINA, for things that NINA said. not IM me outta the blue and saying shit. why not IM her and tell her what's going down. and i know that amanda and rich are fine now, but it's not just about THEM. just because THEY'RE fine doens't mean that i am. doesn't mean that it didn't hurt me to see everybody say shit behind my back and make me look like the bad guy. and i never said that YOU gave me dirty looks. nobody gave me "dirty looks". they just looked at me when i walked by and whispered shit. i know they did, because people who were with them told me they did. i'm sorry that nina threatened you, but you gotta understand that she's my best friend, and what affects me, affects her. i just dont think that all of that shit would've affect amanda so much if people had stopped talking about it and butting into all of it. because i had reassured her that it wasn't true, but she didn't know who to believe and i cant blame her. i'm glad that this whole thing is over w/ amanda and rich, believe me, i'm glad as fuck. but i still cant get over people losing respect for me. and i cant help but take your words into consideration when you say that i've changed, and apparently for the worse. and i'm sorry that i turned to alcohol for my problems, and i'm sorry if it scared you guys. but i dont rely on that now. i'm stronger than i used to be, and i'm glad that that phase of my life is over. so i hope that all this shit has been said and done. and i think that you need to just talk things out w/ nina. like just be like "you gotta understand that i didn't mean to offend you or heather or anybody. but you shouldn't have threatened me like that the way you did"... and just stuff like that. because she just just getting really mad that you weren't saying this shit to her face or nothing, ya know?

when all is said and done, i still love you to death in the end.

<33 heather