Sep 23, 2005 08:42
"haha... I can't believe I called you guys my friends... I'm so over it, I tried to talk to you guys about it but your always to fucked up to care, but even if you weren't drunk or whatever you wouldn't care then either. sometimes it takes a long time or even a short time to find out who are your real friends....! You guys may go on to do the same shit you have always done & forget about me, good for you. I'll go on to do much more.... (Sorry you couldn't come along) I guess it's better this way so maybe when I read your name in the paper it won't hurt so much.....! Thanx it was fun while it lasted... XoXoX (true till death)"
wow. i really dont know what to say to that. that really hurts me, honestly.
IM SORRY if it takes me a while to warm up to someone. IM SORRY if it takes me a while to trust someone (and it looks like it might take even longer with the information that has come to my attention recently). I HAVE reasons not to trust you, because just months ago you hated my guts for no reason. AND NOW, just last night you were telling one of my best friends to drive home drunk because there are tons of cops out. AND NOW, you're saying that you're gonna read our names in the paper (im assuming the obituaries) and that its not going to hurt? THATS FUCKED. and you wonder why we dont call you that often?