my life is falling completely apart...

[muzzytank]

i think im about to have a break down. or im being paranoid. but i cant sleep or go to class. i shake constantly. i fell asleep in my car today...TWICE. missed two classes. my mind wanders. i cant think anymore. i cant speak. i feel like death. i feel like any day now, im going to break.

and now im going to the gym. and ill probably get all kinds of exhausted.

this weekend i know whats going to happen....comeplete, utter destruction.