N-n-n-nothin on you babe!

May 25, 2010 14:42


(This is simply an observation I can not remain quiet about)

LOST is over!!!! :( How ever will I go on? lol
I'm officially free from all stupid television shows .
I'll admit I was in a blissful state watching crap on the tube just like you but at one point in your life you need to wake up and realize how fucked up the world is around you and how we can pull together to change it. Some poeple realize it, get terrified and find themselves consciously closing their mind and going after Kim Kardashian's ass as their leader.....oh because being slutty, dumb, and rich is AWESOME!!! Of course , like duh?!
So who is my hero? Anyone who can take a simple idea and reform it into something positive that will not only impact their life (selfishly), but SPREAD it unto everyone around them hoping they'll feel the pleasures of inquiry of their intent.

!!!!!!!!!

Another thing...has anyone heard of a little thing called peace?
I can no longer stand to watch people (girls mostly) HATE on eachother as much as they do! My new mission in life (amongst others) is to bring awarness to this issue. Should I get "hated" on in the process, that's ok because I won't be the one carrying all this hate on my shoulders! How miserable that must feel to hate anyone and everyone just as much as you hate yourself. Blah, simply the word itself, "HATE" makes me feel nauscious.
Oh girly girls whenever will you learn?

I guess it'd be nice to shut the filter off and be"happy" pretending you like you friends and pretend that they like you too but if you partake in the hating cycle you know they do NOT like you and talk shit about you every chance they get because you go off and do the same.

I see that TOOOOOOOOOO often. I've BEEN there and it hurts to not trust your BEST buddies.
Oh well, I'm glad I'm not a part of any of that crap. I AM NOOO SAINT, and have shamelessly fallen "victim" to this act before oer in over in different ways. I do feel like I am often passing a heap of judgment but I feel it is important to jot down in my private journal the things I feel need to really change in this world starting with HATE:  that's one thing I definately do steer clear from ever since I learned the hard  lesson through previous friends. REAL friendships do not function like that. REAL sisterhood does not involve secrets, jokes, and HATE towards eachother. The next time anybody comes up to me to talk shit about someone else I will ask "Why?...Isn't this person your "good" friend? Loved one? Family member? etc."

Most will probably look at me like I'm strange and I guess not NORMAL, because the awful part of all of this is that it is NOT normal to not feel the urge to dump all over people and make yourself feel on top. It is not normal to correct behaviors and to stand up for one another.
I AM not normal, nor would I like to be. 
We all get another chance to makes things right and find peace for ourselves and share as we wish but how can you live in peace with so much hate in your heart?

Encouraging words and thoughts go a looooong way little darlings otherwise:

Mums the word.

Not even close to being "normal" Nat ♥

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