I can't fix what you broke...
I'm no longer living at my house :)
It took a good fight but I made it out alive!
I'm staying at my brother's right now untill Will♥ and I move in together at the end of the week. This place isn't bad at all. My own room decked out w/ a nice computer and t.v. and pretty much everything I need. My own little chill spot! Ha! I even have my own patio and shit so i can smoke. Been smoking good too. Mhmm...
Yesterday Will came over to see me but we totally got into a little fight.
I was mad and sent him a message on myspace being all diiick! Haha.
He such a sweetheart though, he replied:
"I’m sorry that I reacted the way that I did but when you asked, "Who are you to tell me what to do?" it really pissed me off. I'll tell you who I am. I'm the guy that's gonna pay to get your car fixed cuz we both need it, I'm also the guy that's going to make sure that you have a place to stay, where you can be you and where you can be comfortable and away from your family, if thats what you want. I'm the guy that is going to be providing for you and keeping a roof over your head and food on the table. I'm also the guy that took two buses to get to you hoping that you would be ready if only to see you for a little bit to smoke and get something to eat. Think of me as the guy who brings home the bacon, fries it up and does the dishes afterward. So if I expect you to be ready when I get there like you said you would be, I dont think thats asking too much. I love you Toots, I'm not trying to be an asshole or take control of everything cuz I'm working. I'm just saying that if I can go out of my way then so can you. This is going to work, we're going to make it work and it won't kill either of us, just make us stronger...you'll see Toots. We'll prove them all wrong because we'll be doing it for ourselves and no one else. I love you baby, get back to me as soon as possible."
Damn♥
This is love.
This...right here...what I'm experiencing right now, is real love.
Everything else was just practice, and practice does make perfect because that's exactly what my relationship with ma' Baby will be.
So, no more need for the kiddy stuff.
Yep. I'll admit. I was being childish. Guilty!
Well, time to put that aside.
Our lttle lj wars, no more.
It ends here.
I'll wave my white-flag, whatever.
I know how pride-deep your head is.
All that doesn't matter to me anymore because ...
I'm in love!
I'm for him and he's for me.
And I'm so lucky to have have him and to have everything he's given me.
And how could I forget that I have my 2 best legs keeping me up.
Through thick and thin♥
I'm thankful.
Very,very thankful.
Love,
Nat♥
At last...Good-bye.
It took a good fight but I made it out alive!
I'm staying at my brother's right now untill Will♥ and I move in together at the end of the week. This place isn't bad at all. My own room decked out w/ a nice computer and t.v. and pretty much everything I need. My own little chill spot! Ha! I even have my own patio and shit so i can smoke. Been smoking good too. Mhmm...
Yesterday Will came over to see me but we totally got into a little fight.
I was mad and sent him a message on myspace being all diiick! Haha.
He such a sweetheart though, he replied:
"I’m sorry that I reacted the way that I did but when you asked, "Who are you to tell me what to do?" it really pissed me off. I'll tell you who I am. I'm the guy that's gonna pay to get your car fixed cuz we both need it, I'm also the guy that's going to make sure that you have a place to stay, where you can be you and where you can be comfortable and away from your family, if thats what you want. I'm the guy that is going to be providing for you and keeping a roof over your head and food on the table. I'm also the guy that took two buses to get to you hoping that you would be ready if only to see you for a little bit to smoke and get something to eat. Think of me as the guy who brings home the bacon, fries it up and does the dishes afterward. So if I expect you to be ready when I get there like you said you would be, I dont think thats asking too much. I love you Toots, I'm not trying to be an asshole or take control of everything cuz I'm working. I'm just saying that if I can go out of my way then so can you. This is going to work, we're going to make it work and it won't kill either of us, just make us stronger...you'll see Toots. We'll prove them all wrong because we'll be doing it for ourselves and no one else. I love you baby, get back to me as soon as possible."
Damn♥
This is love.
This...right here...what I'm experiencing right now, is real love.
Everything else was just practice, and practice does make perfect because that's exactly what my relationship with ma' Baby will be.
So, no more need for the kiddy stuff.
Yep. I'll admit. I was being childish. Guilty!
Well, time to put that aside.
Our lttle lj wars, no more.
It ends here.
I'll wave my white-flag, whatever.
I know how pride-deep your head is.
All that doesn't matter to me anymore because ...
I'm in love!
I'm for him and he's for me.
And I'm so lucky to have have him and to have everything he's given me.
And how could I forget that I have my 2 best legs keeping me up.
Through thick and thin♥
I'm thankful.
Very,very thankful.
Love,
Nat♥
At last...Good-bye.