quick blurb
this is what i hate about depression the most: (and has perhaps cost me the most trouble with it all...)
when you're in a rut, there are a few things that are rather inconvenient... first, you sometimes dont' even realize you're in one until its "too late."
second, when you are in a rut, and you know it or not... you feel so sad, angry, tired, or whatever it is that's poppin its head up at the moment, and you have absolutely no reason to feel that way. so you either walk around clueless, or your mind goes ahead and picks a make-believe topic for you. so before ya know it... your'e so depressed about something... and its not even an issue!
its almost just as frustrating when you just don't know anything ... 'cause you feel like crying, and you need a shoulder... but at the same time, you dont' want anyone to know becuase you're afraid of being critisized, or just bringing up something you know you don't want to, 'cause it isn't a problem and making a fuss out of nothing... then feeling like a complete dork for being too emotional
:-P
whew... done with the babble :-P
when you're in a rut, there are a few things that are rather inconvenient... first, you sometimes dont' even realize you're in one until its "too late."
second, when you are in a rut, and you know it or not... you feel so sad, angry, tired, or whatever it is that's poppin its head up at the moment, and you have absolutely no reason to feel that way. so you either walk around clueless, or your mind goes ahead and picks a make-believe topic for you. so before ya know it... your'e so depressed about something... and its not even an issue!
its almost just as frustrating when you just don't know anything ... 'cause you feel like crying, and you need a shoulder... but at the same time, you dont' want anyone to know becuase you're afraid of being critisized, or just bringing up something you know you don't want to, 'cause it isn't a problem and making a fuss out of nothing... then feeling like a complete dork for being too emotional
:-P
whew... done with the babble :-P