the end.
its been a long time since i updated in this thing. its been good for me to be away from computers for awhile. K and i moved and are almost finally done unpacking. i dont plan on moving again for a long while. we dont ahve the internet yet though. im at my parents house today doing some woodworking. they're not home so im happy.
i have decided that its time to retire this journal and move on to a new one. when i joined LJ, starting my career was at the forefront of my mind. hence the muzik and the tx parts (tx is short hand for treatment or therapy). grrl also suited me. not a girl, never a women, and really not sure what the hell to call myself. alot has changed since the summer of 2002. i am closing out this journal after almost three years.
today i am well established in my career as a music therapist. it is an important part of who i am but it does not define me. my vocabulary and ability to define myself as deepened. i am not a grrl. i am a boy. i am jaye. just jaye. and i prefer male pronouns. more specifically i am a kinky fag/switch/bottom boy. this journal has taken me through this journey and i thank it and everyone who has cared enough to witness my journey.
i have decided that its time to retire this journal and move on to a new one. when i joined LJ, starting my career was at the forefront of my mind. hence the muzik and the tx parts (tx is short hand for treatment or therapy). grrl also suited me. not a girl, never a women, and really not sure what the hell to call myself. alot has changed since the summer of 2002. i am closing out this journal after almost three years.
today i am well established in my career as a music therapist. it is an important part of who i am but it does not define me. my vocabulary and ability to define myself as deepened. i am not a grrl. i am a boy. i am jaye. just jaye. and i prefer male pronouns. more specifically i am a kinky fag/switch/bottom boy. this journal has taken me through this journey and i thank it and everyone who has cared enough to witness my journey.