The "Non-Smoker" Credo*
i cant imagine myself....without cigarettes, because ive had them since i was pre-adult...i dont even know what kind of a person i am without them...not that they change who you are...but...i could be healthy somewhere underneath all that tar.......and that to me....for some odd reason... doesnt seem right....but well....i had this epiphany just now...and my new goal in life...is to become less dependent to things...so that i can realize what i am under all that....i mean now.....that i have officially in my mind become what i want to be as a person...id like to know what else i have to offer..physically and emotionaly ... i believe that if i rid myself of this thing called addiction.....i might just be alot more then i think i am right now.....
i have 3 more left....and im contemplating just throwing them away.....as a symbolic thing....to prove to myself that i am so strong i can throw the last 3 i have in the garbage....
and you know what...i just convinced myself to do it....
i am cigarette free (and hopefully,fingers crossed,the journey begins to self fulfillment)
~Megs
*-The creed..A definite summary of what is believed;a confession of faith for public use; esp., one which is brief and comprehensive.
i have 3 more left....and im contemplating just throwing them away.....as a symbolic thing....to prove to myself that i am so strong i can throw the last 3 i have in the garbage....
and you know what...i just convinced myself to do it....
i am cigarette free (and hopefully,fingers crossed,the journey begins to self fulfillment)
~Megs
*-The creed..A definite summary of what is believed;a confession of faith for public use; esp., one which is brief and comprehensive.