So Kelly...
Lets see... when i first met him I didn't expect much. I figured I would at the very least make a new friend... a guy friend, and considering i get along with guys a lot better than i do girls that was OK.
He picked me up at work... the hours before i realized I'd never even heard his voice that we'd just been texting for two or three days... if that. We'd talked on facebook a little bit... texted then met. Talk about a whirl wind lol... we went to see avatar... definitely and amazing movie. He was so smart and sweet... opening doors... not making me feel awkward and our conversation seemed to flow... it was completely unlike anything I'd ever experienced with a guy... there's usually a warm up period sort of thing. but we got along great... we talked until three am... isn't that crazy?
then three days later... I fell in love with him :-) We went to the aquarium in Atlanta... talk about an awesome first date lol... I know he let me pick... but it was his first option and i was sold on the idea lol... i couldn't help it. guess it's just something I've always been interested in :-). he gave me this stuffed bear i still sleep with... when I'm not sleeping with him cuz he's a gazillion times better than a teddy bear lol. and some chocolates and some flowers... flowers seem to be a trend with him ;-) which i like to be honest... i used to tell guys i didn't like them because i didn't want them to feel like they had to get them for me... especially when i wasn't that interested in them in the first place... ha... oh well i guess. I enjoy them now :-). So after the aquarium we went to this place called kampia Tokyo... and it was delicious. we have similar taste in food... it's pretty nice. we understand that part of a relationship is support. actually that's a big part. you can't be independent in a relationship... what's the point? you don't have to be codependent... but you can't be selfish and douchey. Anyways... that night we landed up going back to his house... after discovering that we have some pretty intense chemistry... ha we're just a little ridiculous... but I've never felt this with anyone else. it's like when i kiss him i feel the hairs on the back of my neck stand up and my heart skips a beat and i want to pull him in for more... and it's amazing. no other way to put it. so we were cuddling... after some activities lol which may make me sound like a hooch... but people just wouldn't understand if i could explain that after just that kiss i knew he was going to be mine >_> that i would get to feel his beautifully soft lips when ever i wanted... or run my hands thru his hair... or rub his shoulders or feel his hand on the back of my neck as pulled me in for a kiss.
YEAH. that first kiss said a lot. But hey, I'm not complaining :-) I can't imagine not having him now... it's painful. really. and i don't want it to happen. so it wont :-D
But i still wonder how i landed up getting this smart, sexy, somewhat nerdy guy that I've fallen in love with... maybe God will see fit to explain it one day... until then... I just want to say thank you God. I don't know how I'll ever be able to make it up to you.
He picked me up at work... the hours before i realized I'd never even heard his voice that we'd just been texting for two or three days... if that. We'd talked on facebook a little bit... texted then met. Talk about a whirl wind lol... we went to see avatar... definitely and amazing movie. He was so smart and sweet... opening doors... not making me feel awkward and our conversation seemed to flow... it was completely unlike anything I'd ever experienced with a guy... there's usually a warm up period sort of thing. but we got along great... we talked until three am... isn't that crazy?
then three days later... I fell in love with him :-) We went to the aquarium in Atlanta... talk about an awesome first date lol... I know he let me pick... but it was his first option and i was sold on the idea lol... i couldn't help it. guess it's just something I've always been interested in :-). he gave me this stuffed bear i still sleep with... when I'm not sleeping with him cuz he's a gazillion times better than a teddy bear lol. and some chocolates and some flowers... flowers seem to be a trend with him ;-) which i like to be honest... i used to tell guys i didn't like them because i didn't want them to feel like they had to get them for me... especially when i wasn't that interested in them in the first place... ha... oh well i guess. I enjoy them now :-). So after the aquarium we went to this place called kampia Tokyo... and it was delicious. we have similar taste in food... it's pretty nice. we understand that part of a relationship is support. actually that's a big part. you can't be independent in a relationship... what's the point? you don't have to be codependent... but you can't be selfish and douchey. Anyways... that night we landed up going back to his house... after discovering that we have some pretty intense chemistry... ha we're just a little ridiculous... but I've never felt this with anyone else. it's like when i kiss him i feel the hairs on the back of my neck stand up and my heart skips a beat and i want to pull him in for more... and it's amazing. no other way to put it. so we were cuddling... after some activities lol which may make me sound like a hooch... but people just wouldn't understand if i could explain that after just that kiss i knew he was going to be mine >_> that i would get to feel his beautifully soft lips when ever i wanted... or run my hands thru his hair... or rub his shoulders or feel his hand on the back of my neck as pulled me in for a kiss.
YEAH. that first kiss said a lot. But hey, I'm not complaining :-) I can't imagine not having him now... it's painful. really. and i don't want it to happen. so it wont :-D
But i still wonder how i landed up getting this smart, sexy, somewhat nerdy guy that I've fallen in love with... maybe God will see fit to explain it one day... until then... I just want to say thank you God. I don't know how I'll ever be able to make it up to you.