And the tears come once again
This day sucks. This week sucks. Why am I here? I'm a moron. Its a long post so...whatever.
We'll just start with yesterday. I was really cranky. Wasn't sure why but whatever. That night I was stressing about my stupid science test decided to try and get some sleep. Couldn't do that. Room mates had people over...I was starving to death (I swear I smelled that they had pizza), couldn't sleep, still stressed, my ipod doesn't have enough songs on it, bothers my ear, etc.
8:30 test. I get drenched from the rain, I'm exhausted from lack of sleep and whatnot. I take the test but know I'm doing terrible even though I friggin studied and only missed one class. Whatever in my tired state I didn't answer the last five questions! What a moron I am. I needed those because I just found out I basically failed it. 68, if it even counts me as a student, it said something odd. Whatever so that sucked, I heard this class was easy too on allmsu.com so I'm an idiot I guess. Some questions were really weird. Thank God I have a little bit of extra credit. I'm sure I'll have to do even more to get a decent grade. Not to mention a few days ago I did bad on a math test even though I KNOW how to do EVERYTHING on it. Not sure how that happened. I'm a sucky test taker.
Then I come back to my dorm and take a shower. At least that felt nice. I didn't really style my hair, which I need to get done soon. Josh and I plan on getting our haircut next week sometime. Can't dye it, unless I get the kind out of the box which I've never done. Anyway after my shower I did for some reason start putting sunblock on...so I wiped that off and put regular lotion on instead. I put my new favorite black bra on and the two straps break simultaneously! I was so disappointed. I mean at least they were detachable so I wore it anyway, but its just not as good...I'll have to get new straps for it. But I couldn't stand it anymore, I broke down in the bathroom crying. Which I was on the verge of for sometime anyway.
Then I took a nap. A beautiful nap. Too short though. Went to see Josh, we had lunch it was fantastic. It IS our anniversary today. 1 year and 5 months I believe. Then I went back home and took another nap. I was supposed to go to class but didn't. Woops. I was so exhausted. I wasn't positive why it was so bad. I found out later...I started my period, I always get dreadfully tired beforehand. That's a joyous thing that happened today as well. Oh well that might explain some extra pounds heh. Anyway poor Josh was waiting for me while I napped forever heh.
Then I went to Josh's and the day was much better. We ate, though I felt full and REALLY fat right away...because I've gained so much weight this past year its so sad. Stupid science had us do our BMI and that was great as well....I have a lot of weight to lose. I've been trying too! I swear to God. I eat salad and wheat bread and fruit, water (not just those things but its an improvement) and blah blah blah and everyone else chows down junk food and doesn't gain anything. I'll be glad to have a bike up here starting next week so I can get some excercise (and not rely on the bus all the time).
So Josh and I never went to the free movie because it was so crappy outside and my stomach hurt. So we relaxed. Watched the Red Wings lose. Watched poker and other fun stuff. We never end up going out. His room mate left with a bunch of girls who cleaned up his room.
So now I'm here, I need my pjs so I'm going to go. Sleep away this horrible day hopefully. It'll get better I suppose. I mean, this doesn't even BEGIN to cover all the problems at home, heh. Later.
We'll just start with yesterday. I was really cranky. Wasn't sure why but whatever. That night I was stressing about my stupid science test decided to try and get some sleep. Couldn't do that. Room mates had people over...I was starving to death (I swear I smelled that they had pizza), couldn't sleep, still stressed, my ipod doesn't have enough songs on it, bothers my ear, etc.
8:30 test. I get drenched from the rain, I'm exhausted from lack of sleep and whatnot. I take the test but know I'm doing terrible even though I friggin studied and only missed one class. Whatever in my tired state I didn't answer the last five questions! What a moron I am. I needed those because I just found out I basically failed it. 68, if it even counts me as a student, it said something odd. Whatever so that sucked, I heard this class was easy too on allmsu.com so I'm an idiot I guess. Some questions were really weird. Thank God I have a little bit of extra credit. I'm sure I'll have to do even more to get a decent grade. Not to mention a few days ago I did bad on a math test even though I KNOW how to do EVERYTHING on it. Not sure how that happened. I'm a sucky test taker.
Then I come back to my dorm and take a shower. At least that felt nice. I didn't really style my hair, which I need to get done soon. Josh and I plan on getting our haircut next week sometime. Can't dye it, unless I get the kind out of the box which I've never done. Anyway after my shower I did for some reason start putting sunblock on...so I wiped that off and put regular lotion on instead. I put my new favorite black bra on and the two straps break simultaneously! I was so disappointed. I mean at least they were detachable so I wore it anyway, but its just not as good...I'll have to get new straps for it. But I couldn't stand it anymore, I broke down in the bathroom crying. Which I was on the verge of for sometime anyway.
Then I took a nap. A beautiful nap. Too short though. Went to see Josh, we had lunch it was fantastic. It IS our anniversary today. 1 year and 5 months I believe. Then I went back home and took another nap. I was supposed to go to class but didn't. Woops. I was so exhausted. I wasn't positive why it was so bad. I found out later...I started my period, I always get dreadfully tired beforehand. That's a joyous thing that happened today as well. Oh well that might explain some extra pounds heh. Anyway poor Josh was waiting for me while I napped forever heh.
Then I went to Josh's and the day was much better. We ate, though I felt full and REALLY fat right away...because I've gained so much weight this past year its so sad. Stupid science had us do our BMI and that was great as well....I have a lot of weight to lose. I've been trying too! I swear to God. I eat salad and wheat bread and fruit, water (not just those things but its an improvement) and blah blah blah and everyone else chows down junk food and doesn't gain anything. I'll be glad to have a bike up here starting next week so I can get some excercise (and not rely on the bus all the time).
So Josh and I never went to the free movie because it was so crappy outside and my stomach hurt. So we relaxed. Watched the Red Wings lose. Watched poker and other fun stuff. We never end up going out. His room mate left with a bunch of girls who cleaned up his room.
So now I'm here, I need my pjs so I'm going to go. Sleep away this horrible day hopefully. It'll get better I suppose. I mean, this doesn't even BEGIN to cover all the problems at home, heh. Later.